Notes to Self...and whoever's listening

I love when the Lord just stops me. I was getting ready this morning and my mind had gone back to thinking about frustrations about Covid and reading OTHERS frustrations with masks, etc. In all honesty, it's been weighing on my heavily this week. I can't stand conflict, whether it directly affects me or not.  I DO NOT LIKE CONFLICT.  My heart races, my hands go ice cold, my face flames hot, and my mind obsesses about the issue at hand. See why I hate conflict? It is physically frustrating. Anyway, the latest issue that is forefront in my mind is the mask issue in schools. With the lawsuit brought against the Governor here in IL, a judge ruled that the mask mandate was not something that could be upheld in schools which sent schools in a frenzy. Did they unilaterally ignore everything they've done up until now and remove all masking? Do they make it optional? Do they uphold what they've done? They've had a tough road. THEN, where MY frustrations came in were with the...